Forget To Remember

What have I done?
\r\nWhere have I come from?
\r\nWhen I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass did I seal the loss that's become me?
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\r\nFeeling undone
\r\nWhat have I become?
\r\nWhen I turned my back on you I turned my back on myself and became this machine
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\r\nThoughtlessness
\r\nSelfishness
\r\nHopelessness
\r\nArrogant
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\r\nI feel it on the inside
\r\nTwisting and contorting
\r\nMemory has shaped me once again
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\r\nStill feel you on the inside
\r\nBiting through and stinging
\r\nWill I ever forget to remember?
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\r\nShadows in the sun
\r\nFilter through us
\r\nStill wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child
\r\nConfession rejected
\r\nWe grow up
\r\nTo give up
\r\nPeople step on the cracks for wounds owed paid back
\r\nThrough the words of surrender
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\r\nEmptiness
\r\nLoneliness
\r\nListlessness
\r\nWorthless
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\r\nI feel it on the inside
\r\nTwisting and contorting
\r\nMemory has shaped me once again
\r\nStill feel you on the inside
\r\nBiting through and stinging
\r\nWill I ever forget to remember?
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\r\nCan you save me?
\r\nFrom myself
\r\nFrom these memories
\r\nCan you save me?
\r\nFrom myself
\r\nFrom these memories
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\r\nSurrender
\r\nTo the shadows
\r\nHaunting inside
\r\nBleed through you
\r\nSurrender to the secrets...inside
\r\nLies within you
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\r\nI feel it on the inside
\r\nTwisting and contorting
\r\nMemory has shaped me once again
\r\nStill feel you on the inside
\r\nBiting through and stinging
\r\nWill I ever forget to remember?
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\r\nCan't feel you on the inside
\r\nSet down the bag and left it
\r\nLost memory has left me
\r\nOne again
\r\nOpen up the inside
\r\nAdmission for the cleansing
\r\nNow that I've forgotten to remember
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\r\nSurrender
\r\nTo the shadows
\r\nHaunting inside
\r\nBleed through you